alwaysstandtall

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My name is Darlene (don't like the name, but what the heck? I'll keep it.) Just a 16 year old girl with a dirty mind. I'm VERY indecisive, and as much as I hate to admit it, I'm very girly. I'm always joking, even when I'm not. I make NO sense, but some people like me that way. I know when to think with my head and when to think with my heart. I don't care who you are, or where you come from, if you're nice to me, I will be nice to you, endofstory. I have a lot of time on my hands, and I spend it doing nothing. I believe that anything and everything is possible. I love opinionated people and I'm bad at grammar. I'm the oddball of the oddballs. I'm constantly changing, and no one can keep up. My mind goes 1,000 mph, and I often have unfinished projects.
Pinky promises mean the world to me and one day I'm getting tattoos and moving to England. I want to do everything at least once, because I strongly believe that you can't be old and wise without being young and crazy. I don't like being the center of attention, but I believe that one day I will shine. I use my hands a lot when I talk, and move my lips when I think (it's embarrassing.) I know how to laugh at myself, and I know how to learn from the past.
I'm a typically modern girl with old values. I try to stay positive, even though sometimes I have days where I'm like t(-_-)t. I like to think that I give good advice. I act like I'm unstoppable, and sometimes I have an "I don't care" attitude, but I am literally, THE most sensitive person you will ever meet. Do NOT judge me by the way that I look, because I promise you there is so much more. I know what it feels like to be completely alone, I know how it feels when you press the knife against your skin. I know what it feels like to starve yourself, and let yourself hurt because you feel like you deserve it. I know what it feels like to want to end your life.
You will NEVER say "it doesn't matter" around me, because if it matters to you, then it matters.
I don't know where I'm going in life, and honestly, the future scares me. I don't know what I'm going to be doing next year. I don't know if I'm going to get a job, or where I'm going to college, or what I'm going to study. All I know is that one day, whether it be far or near, I will touch peoples' lives. One day I will make a difference. All I want is to have a voice and help people, and one day I will make it happen. I'm just an awkward girl who is finding who she is.